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| pnutbutterdaffodillies (profile) wrote, on 7-12-2005 at 3:50am | |
| Current mood: depressed Music: coldplay Subject: my life |
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| I've grown into a slump. a slump that is depressing. honestly, I don't know why it's depressing. maybe it's depressing because I'm not happy with myself at this moment of it. my job royally sucks my will to live. I used to be okie with hanging out by myself. I didn't care if I didn't go out that evening, although it would be nice, I didn't care if I ended up staying at home. now, I wouldn't say it has changed, but I guess I wish I did go out more. it just seems as though everything is changing. probably because everything is changing. I haven't been eating as much lately. I have been eating, I'm cutting back on eating junk food, which is a lot. I've been eating more fruits such as cantelope and watermelon. I am eating watermelon right now. I've been getting back into the habit of doing crunches, more and more regularly. I felt like having a good cry tonite. but did I? no. I was somewhat stressed after getting off work. my parents didn't drop off a car. it was my dad's birthday yesterday. there was a little cookout going on. I called my parents to come pick me up and took my dad thirty minutes to come get me. it doesn't take thirty minutes to go from the house to my job. I got a little teary eyed while waiting. by the time I got home, my parents said I looked as though I was about to cry. which I wanted to, but couldn't. I told them I was only tired. I haven't gotten much sleep these past few nites. now don't get me wrong, it's not because I've been down. it's because I was out all nite saturday and sunday I just wasn't tired. my eyes hurt because of a combination of a lack of sleep and the tears from just a few minutes ago. I have nearly 800 songs in iTunes and nothing to listen to. I want to thank sirus for coldplay. now I have something to listen to. | |
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TornPrince | 07-12-05 4:13am You are most welcome. I mean that.
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jes | 07-12-05 9:11am Hey my name's Jess. I just recentley made a new journal "jes" my old one is glitterkisses, I'd really like if you took a look at the backround and stuff, that someone helped me with , because I was wondering if you could help me change my backwround for my new name and put a music playing thing on it. My e-mail is hazen_2006@hotmail.com, I would greatly apprciaite it, thanks. :) -Jess |