07-18-05 6:11pm

if i weren't married, i'd be all over that.

how's that for encouragement?

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Re:, 07-19-05 2:15am

well thats not much encouragement...i mean...you're married true...but you tapped me last night.

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07-18-05 10:20pm

im really going to have to go with no single ladies.

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07-18-05 10:43pm

yeah... single ladies are hard to come by. and, when you do find them... they run away screaming

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07-18-05 11:55pm

Or perhaps the single ladies hear desperation in your voice and simple don't want to get involved there. Or perhaps they're too good of friends to even consider. Or perhaps they've been involved with one jerk too many.

You are a super awesome guy. I think it's just that there are no single willing available ladies. God will put one in your path. Just pray, wait, and be patient on the Lord. I know it's hard. I deal with it too, but our timing is not at all like God's timing. Trust that He will send you "the one". She's out there. You just have to find her. In the mean time, practice the patience virtue. Not all of us are lucky enough to find our soulmate at a young age.

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Re:, 07-19-05 12:47pm

Let them hear the desparation.
I would rather have someone be my friend before becoming involved, than not know me at all.
And read the entry about jerks.

Really for me it's somewhat a crisis of faith right now for me. It has been for quite awhile. I thought I found the one that God had picked out for me. I thought it was her. But twice now she has broken my heart and ripped it into shreads. Perhaps that's because God has a different plan for her, or maybe she's just too stuborn to realize what He has given her. Either way I am done with it. I have practiced patience far too long. Who am I to willfully defy God? I am human, He gave me the choice. Only in this matter am I having a problem.
I feel His love daily. I feel the joy for life that He has instilled in me. I see His beauty everyday. And it makes me smile, and it keeps me going. I'm not looking for a soulmate. I'm not looking for "the one" anymore. I've done that and it didn't turn out well. I don't want to delude myself into thinking that I know who that person is. I want to expose myself and make connections with people. For once, be social, somehting that I am not by nature. Then let it be revealed to me. I don't want to look for a soulmate, I want to look for someone that I can enjoy spending time with and that enjoys me as much as I her. Maybe that girl won't be my soulmate, but that's up to Him.

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