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| upchuck (profile) wrote, on 7-19-2005 at 12:17pm | |
| Current mood: lonely Music: "I Just Wanna Make Love To You" Foreigner Subject: Thank You All |
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| Thank you all for your wonderful support. See the great thing is that this can be the place where I just let all my frustrations out. Of course, it seems I can only attract married girls. As for the other things said. Desparation. Sure, maybe a little, but not so much. It seems like that from what I've said and if this is the only knowledge you have of me right now (well, I guess it is for all of you here) I'm not. I'm just going through a tough time right now and it feels like I have no one. And that if I did have just that one person, that special bond that it would make it all better. But that is a lie to myself. It won't. I need friedns to help me deal with the pain, that I can talk to and hang out with. Last night was going to be good, with Keith and Dustin, take my mind off things. But Nikki was there and she brought up the situation again, I was stuck there. I guess it's a mending of a broken heart that I'm looking for. Once I thought I was over Shari, but then I spent a day around her and I showed up on Jessa's doorstep that night. I guess that's what I'm looking for, just veiled in this idea of man. And all these statements are just great. Some of the things I feel deep inside, but they won't be applicable in five minutes. I'll still need that person, but it will change back. And as for dealing with one jerk too many, you haven't dealt with this jerk yet. Get back on the horse and give the male race a chance to redeem itself. Sitting out of the game doesn't make the game change. The only way you can get what you want is to get back in there, break some old rules and right new ones (yes I used the wrong form of right, does it work). Anything else? |
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Brianna | 07-19-05 1:21pm I was just saying what some other people might have been thinking. ;-) As for a friend, you know I've always been there if you needed me, but you've never seemed to need me. But you know what? I 'm still here. If you ever do actually want to talk or anything, you know my number. Give me a call. I've always supported you and been your friend, Charlie, you just never cared or noticed. |
upchuck | Re:, 07-19-05 11:04pm I don't know what to make of that last sentence. It seems that my intent this afternoon was misconstrued. I wasn't angry with you. I wasn't really angry, I guess. It hurts to hear someone say that. That I never cared that you were my friend, or noticed it. Yes, I've noticed it. Yes, your friendship has always meant a great deal to me. You have a way of setting me back on track spiritually.
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Brianna | Re: Re:, 07-20-05 9:55am Sorry. I landscaped all morning to afternoon and then worked my Logan's job from 4-10, so I got home at 10:30 and went straight to bed. And now I'm off to work again in half an hour, but I'll go check that email. |