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| liz (profile) wrote, on 7-19-2005 at 3:06pm | |
| i so dont want to go to work. work is teh suck. i want to go to middleville to see pj. these next couple of weeks are going to drag on so bad. what with pj jobless and poor, me just poor and frivalous and college looming ahead. im so terrified. living on campus is going to be really cool though. i really cant wait, i dont know what my expectations are but im sure the result of all of it will be nothing like them. probably just more monotony, school, work. hopefully softball, tryouts are september 7, not really looking forward because im not anything spectacular, it sucks. i should get some people to go out during the day and hit with me and help me stay up on it. cant go in there with nothing and expect good results. *sigh* i guess that there is always intramural. probably not quite the same though. pj likes laid back and fun. I like high pressure and intense. working hard and giving it everything that i have. thats what i like, its what i need. funny how the thing in your life that keeps you grounded. i took it for granted for so long. bitching about it and not being happy with the situation. i would take that situation back so fast. any position is a position. all are playing. gah. i havent even tried out yet and im already counting on not making the cut. shit. cant be so pessimistic. okay im going to try to relax for 15 minutes so i can go to work. blah work. okay. loves. |
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phil-himself | 07-20-05 12:48am you said teh suck, that's cool |