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| upchuck (profile) wrote, on 7-23-2005 at 11:51am | |
| Music: "Back To The Way We Were" RCG Subject: Things move on |
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| Well I had a very hard morning this morning. i woke up and It was just in my head, the whole situation. I thank you so much Brianna for being there for me, but talking about it brought it all out to the forefront. I can't figure things out without her, but that is the problem. Yeah, it sucks, but I have made a determination. Well, I was trying to grow the beard back. I've gotten like 8 days into it now, but it itches like crazy and I think I'm about to shave. It was a nice thought on my part though. I've decided to be a pimp. I'm just going to forget all this stupid stuff. Ever since i can remember I've been very serious about a lot of things and that is why I can be so crazy now. Also, ever since I can remember I've been a hopeless romantic. Now some might say that that is a good quality for someone to have, but it ain't gettin' me anywhere. So, just as I am really wacky sometimes, and I really do like it when I am. Mostly because I'm so outside of myself, and I don't care what other people think, I'm going to just start going for it. If I don't set myself up with an idea in my head, I won't get my heart broke when it doesn't work out. Yeah, it really sucks that sh'e fuckin' with my head like this. I just choose not to let er have that power over me anymore. It's just that simple, I choose. |
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liz | 07-23-05 12:35pm *gasp*
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upchuck | Re:, 07-28-05 11:17am fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
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liz | Re: Re:, 07-28-05 12:13pm that really refreshing,
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Brianna | 07-25-05 1:35am You're welcome. Wish I could've helped more, hun. |