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| Butterfly (profile) wrote, on 7-27-2005 at 11:58am | |
| Current mood: scared Music: Come Home Soon - SHeDAISY |
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| Last night I pretty much died. Karl told me that he signed up on a list to head out for Iraq some time in September, because he assumed that if he heads out earlier, he would get back earlier...Apparently the game isn't played like that. So he leaves in September and he will get back some time next December. Basically I started bawling and he was like "Oh shit, Rachel, baby, I'm sorry, please don't be mad, don't cry, I'm so sorry" blah blah blah, I get myself under control in a few minutes and then we carried on with the conversation...or he did. I didn't really do much talking after that because I knew I would start crying again. He had to go like 5 minutes later though, so I figured I'd get to unleash my tears and cry myself to sleep...but the tears never came and then I felt bad because I felt like I should be crying but I couldn't get myself too. I know that sounds dumb, and I suppose it is but oh well. I still haven't cried anymore. I want to be there when he gets sent out. I think you can be there...that would make sense, but I don't know. I'm definitly gonna be there when his ass gets sent back home though. God I hope nothing happens to him over there. I would curl up and turn into a fuckin little vegetable. _me_ |
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valoth | 07-29-05 7:20pm I miss our talks. |
valoth | 07-29-05 7:20pm Hell I miss you period... |
Butterfly | Re:, 07-30-05 10:34am I know, I miss them and you also sweety...
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