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breezeyluvsu (profile) wrote,
on 8-1-2005 at 1:46am
Current mood: effing frustrated...GOSH
Subject: GAH
UUUUUUUGGGGGGHHHH


I just want to be done with stupid people. I just cleared my last mess up and I told myself that I wouldn't put myself in a situation for anyone to be upset with me! But I can't keep covering for her. Everything she does is A LIE! Its like everything out of her mouth is a lie and I , I am the one who always needs to back it up. Now, its me who's the one in trouble. Because I lied for her. Not in trouble with anybody, except myself. I worry about her so much. I love her, shes like my effing sister. I'd do just about anything for her. But its so stressful and its more than i can handle sometimes. I go out of my way to make her life easier. And what do I get out of it??


Of course, when i didnt think it would happen, I GET LIED TO!! So here I am, at her house, with another friend. And we are just... so confused about what the hell shes trying to pull. It just makes so sense. So I'm doing the only thing i can think of and trying to confront her, and shes ignoring every one of my phone calls. I can understand why. Oh yeah its because I couldnt lie for her. #2 came over and asked where she was. I was on the phone with her and he took it. Then later to find out, shes not even where she told me she was going to be! I was supposed to go hang out with them but they told me they were going to this guys house and i really dont like him so i stayed here. But they didnt even go there!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I just want a real friend. One that i can trust. And for once, a FRIEND that i can actually rely on.

Notice i said friend. Because i have a reliant. And its dan so no getting upset dan.

I need sleep.
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brenton

08-01-05 3:30pm

hwy i read the last thing and well i am at work right now i get out at six just give me a call please bye

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Triple

08-01-05 5:22pm

Your not the first to be lied to by her

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breezeyluvsu

Re:, 08-02-05 12:48pm

Yeah...

Who is this?

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triple

Re: Re:, 08-02-05 3:19pm

If you see me in the streets you dont know me, you might see me roll by in a real slow creep, my niggas hanging out the window mouths full gold teeth.....

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breezeyluvsu

Re: Re: Re:, 08-02-05 7:57pm

Yeah nice try CRAIGORY... no need to be a jerk.

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