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| Shoe23 (profile) wrote, on 8-2-2005 at 6:30pm | |
| Subject: Well.... |
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| I don't really know where to begin. Quite a bit has happened since the last update. I went to a concert last night... Crossfade and Dark New Day. Not too great. I left about halfway through and talked to Tiff the majority of the rest of the concert - a good trade if I do say so myself. My back is really messed up thanks to a softball bat. If I live for ten more years I'll be paralized. Atleast I hope most 18 year olds feel as old as I do. I don't want to be here right now... not at all. After having a decent two days without both of them I just wish they'd disappear. Why cant they be the type of parents that just drop the fact that they ever even had a child? Then it'd be easier for me to not come back.. knowing I had no reason and no dedication. It was great to see you. I didn't want to leave - I wish I never had to. The house is really looking nice. I don't think I have the patience and dedication to do all of that work. I can't wait to see how it looks when everything is placed and organized. Also, you really need to keep me updated with pictures now. I paid for my first semester at SBU today. I need to pick-up my books. I'm sure there is a lot of crap I need to do that I won't know about. Whatever, it doesn't matter anyway. But.. nothing important or unordinary that I remember. If I think of anything I'll be sure to post. Anyway... I need to find something to do I suppose. I'm running out of pictures to put in my scrapbook already. My creativity is drained right now anyway. Off to find... something... . into the one you need you bend and break me . . you watch me separate myself from who I really am . . to fit into your plan . .. . you're cutting me in two . . and ripping me in three . . you're killing with those words you say to me . . you're cutting me in two . . and ripping me in three . . how many pieces can you take from me . .. . take it . . whatever's left is only following routine . . fake it . . and give in to the thoughts that being bought is what I am . . to fit into your plan . [.edit.] I forgot to tell all of you... my count is now 35. |
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| Anonymous | 08-02-05 11:19pm ...did we sleep together, and I just don't remember?!
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Shoe23 | Re:, 08-03-05 7:20am Remember the one I said I met at Lake of the Ozarks? He was number 35.
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| Anonymous | 08-03-05 12:55pm Haha, look what I found.
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| Anonymous | 08-04-05 3:50pm Ahem...where is my picture entry? |