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TaoMan1121 (profile) wrote,
on 8-2-2005 at 11:06pm
Music: Oasis - Champagne Supernova
"Hey! I have a dragon." - Joe

I read Michelle's journal and talk to her in person and I see that, as much as we have in common, as much as we gel, we are very different people when it comes to feeling. Not the feelings themselves, their content, but the quantity and quality of which we allow ourselves to feel. I stopped feeling to shut out the pain, and as successful at that as I was, I shut out everything else as well. My problem is the ambiguity of this divide between us. I don't know who's got the better idea; safeguard your emotions and live a more stable existence, or put yourself out there for a riskier, yet much more potential likelihood of emotional fulfillment. As with any sort of existenial crisis, you always have to take the cop-out and say that there is no one correct path. I do have to do that I'm glad to have experienced both though.

I just found out that I have an coffee table that's been in Joe's room since we moved in. Forgot it was there mostly due to the fact that he has a small topiary growing in there. Flippin' sweet.
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mbenznut

08-02-05 11:40pm

Dumbass.

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michellestar

08-04-05 1:33am

Rather than say something remotely intelligent, I leave you with this:

"If you're going to hit me, then HIT ME!"

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