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| spud (profile) wrote, on 8-3-2005 at 9:34am | |
| Current mood: frustrated Music: the work radio clash (when LAV, GRD, and B93 collide...) Subject: bleh. |
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well. dad and i have had some good conversation. we're trying to get my college payment plan figured out. not to mention, he's already living paycheck to paycheck, has 2 grand in outstanding debt, is still paying on his student loans, needs a new transmission in the contour... the list goes on. i suppose suddenly my problems don't seem so bad. but still... i've been having a difficult time lately. and i absolutely loved this weekend. i had the greatest time... and it's just so cool up there. and i know i did a good job of not ripping jackie's head off, and i did my best to be as un-annoying as possible... but part of me still feels like i could have done something more. or i should have done some things differently. i should just treat it like the static noise that it is, and tell it to shut up. but i'm having some difficulty doing that. the break will be good for both of us, i think. but i still really miss her. and i just keep wondering where i'm supposed to be going with my life, and what i'm supposed to be doing in order to get there. and i just genuinely hope she's a part of that picture. band practice tonight. i have "coldplay - shiver" down pretty well, but i spent all last night on a wild goose chase trying to track down jamiroquai, and to no avail, so space cowboy will have to be learned on the fly. which, from what i can recall of it, will not be easy. break time over. |
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phil-himself | 08-03-05 12:14pm you have a band again? |
Tuwang | Re:, 08-03-05 1:38pm not really, it's just this neighboor of mine we're jamming with... and I'm playing bass anyway.. |
tuwang | 08-03-05 12:46pm noit's not to bad, the bass part is impossible to duplicate though... I hate jamiroquai
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sugarjackj | 08-03-05 8:25pm Well I’m sorry I was not the best person to be around this weekend. I am glad you enjoyed some of it. I never got around to showing you my favorite spot at my grandparents creek. So do you just not like my family then? Because that’s what it seemed like. But lastly tell me, why were you trying not to rip my head off? Maybe I needed someone to slap me back into reality.
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