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Butterfly (profile) wrote,
on 8-4-2005 at 4:55pm
Current mood: anxious
Music: Fever - Madonna
Subject: Gettin the fuck outta here
well my people we (mom, dad and I) are heading out at 6 in the morning to go to Illinois. The time sucks but the destination is about perfect
*stary eyes*
We (ok, he) decided to come steal me away and we're gonna go back to his barracks and hang out. yeah...only because he will more than likely get stuck doing work this weekend which SUCKS ASS. I asked mom and dad if that would be ok, and surprisingly mom was like "I guess, but you can only take granny panties and you cain't shave until Saturday night" I was like...ha...yeah right. and by the way, No, I do Not own ANY granny panties. *shudders*
Anyway, dad freaked out and was like "Where will you sleep? It won't be in the same room as him" I was like "dad...that's the only spot that I Would be able to sleep at, and don't worry, I'll make him sleep in the floor or something" Ha...we all know that wouldn't happen, but we can pretend for the moment. It's not as if we could do anything Anyway, because his room mate will be there probably the Whole flippin time. Yeah...Eww.
Anyway, dad still freaked out and had a coniption (sp) so I don't know if I'll be able to stay down there with him. If not, then hell, it's only 2 hours away. I'll sneak away in the middle of the night...haha. Yeah, sneaking onto an Army base to do the dirty. Fuck that, I would probably get killed.
Eww I'm scared that some Sargents gonna yell at me and make me do push ups for the hell of it. I'd probably cry. No, I freakin Would cry. I don't know, I'm done thinking about that scariness.
I really wanted to go shopping but dad said that I didn't need to go buy more underwear because I was keeping them hidden from Karl's eyes and so what did it matter. Yeah...poor, innocent daddy. Haha.
I think that I'm actually kind of nervous about going, because I'm not dumb enough to think that we won't end up having sex, but I try to kid myself and be like "Oh, that won't happen, there won't even be Time for it to happen blah blah blah". I mean, yeah, I might end up not being ready and so we won't, and he would be fine with that, he's already told me that we won't go that far until I swear to him up and down that I'm completely ready, so basically I have nothing to worry about.
Yeah ...
Weird, I know...

Ok then, that's enough details for now I guess
Rachel
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blondiegirl05

08-04-05 6:16pm

Have fun! Be safe ;)


♥-Ashleigh

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Butterfly

Re:, 08-04-05 6:47pm

Ahh! lol I will be safe...*throws a rubber at you*


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blondiegirl05

Re: Re:, 08-04-05 6:58pm

Hey, I'm already a safety girl *throws it back at ya* :P


♥-Ashleigh

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Butterfly

Re: Re: Re:, 08-04-05 7:00pm

lmao, good thinkin, i'll probably be needing it after all...
*giggles*

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blondiegirl05

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-04-05 7:03pm

Hmm you might bring an interesting story back with you.. haha!


♥-Ashleigh

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Butterfly

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-04-05 9:01pm

you are more than likely right....
Ahh i'm so excited!!

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valoth

08-04-05 6:47pm

That was supposed to be my job...... :( ...I f**ked up though....my little rachels growin up. lol

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Butterfly

Re:, 08-04-05 6:53pm

You weren't the only one who messed it up babe

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valoth

Re: Re:, 08-05-05 2:36am

*cheer* ???

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