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innocence (profile) wrote,
on 8-8-2005 at 12:54am
Music: everytime we touch
Subject: i thought u were just another guy. but baby these butterflies dont lie // sometimes i wish i never met you cuz then i could go to sleep at night not knowing that theres someone like you out there !!
ya know, i never understood the whole friends with benefits thing.. you're friends, but you hook up occasionally? i mean whats the point of that? if you're friends you obviously like their personality, and if you wanna hook up with them you like their looks.. so why not just date? it makes things so much easier, and makes you not feel like such a slut. but i guess theres always those reasons you cant date, like distance or other people, or the guy doesnt want a girlfriend or some stupid reason like that.

but if you like them a lot, is it worth being "friends with benefits" .. or does the girl feel dirty and the guy agree that shes just a random hookup and dirty and easy? i just dont know. but if i could change the situation i would. i do like him enough to hook up with him and not go out with him, but should i? should i risk what him and other people think of me for a hook up? and when i say hookup i dont mean brain, or face, or anything really intimate. i mean a hookup, kissing -- tops. but i dont need to be considered easy or a hoe, because im definitely definitely NOT.

maybe im just thinking about this too much, and over analyzing it. maybe i dont even kno what the fuck im talking about, maybe i completely took this whole thing outta line and maybe my so called situation has nothing to do with this, but i just dont understand friends with benefits. the more i wanna hook up, the more i dont cuz i feel easy, but if you like a person a lot lot.. is it worth it? i need opinions here. but yea i guess ill stop babbling..

and nobody ask me who this is about or where this came from because my mouth is shut on the whole situation until i figure out a few more things. xoxo thanks for all the help in advance to the ppl who comment!



you can fall in love with anyone.. but the problem is -- he can too
im just a girl with a huge crush on a cute boy <33

before i met you i didnt know what it was like to look at a person and smiile for no reason
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strawberrie

my opinion, 08-08-05 11:03am

kissing = nothing just fun flirting go for it!

anything else = not so much just flirting n might not be worth it in the end....just my opinion

love ya<3

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Anonymous

wow, 08-09-05 11:42pm

woww reading this today at jims housee i was like woahh..because you put it all into perspective and i still stand by the way i feel tho..i think u should tell him...check ur mail..i explained moree...cant really think right now the email says it all tho haha..i love youu muahzz...keeep ur head up*

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