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| painttheskywithstars (profile) wrote, on 2-12-2003 at 4:49pm | |
| Current mood: crushed Music: The Juliana Theory- "As It Stands" T.a.T.u- "All The Things She Said" Subject: There's a private hell for anyone who lives to only love themselves... Everyone will slip away, everyone has slipped away... |
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| Throw away the picture of his beautiful smile... burning itself into your heart and restless thoughts. That smile and those sad, subterranean eyes that make you want to collapse when they turn your way. Try not to remember how adorable he can be.. and hold on to the realization that he doesn’t give a shit about you, nor anyone else. You’re not any more special than those that came before you. Don’t jump when the phone rings.. it’s never him. Whenever you want to give him call and tell him you miss him, don’t, because he doesn’t miss you. He doesn’t care about you. You’re not worthy enough for him to care. In fact he doesn’t care about much. He just keeps walking, he has no clue why. That’s what he tells you, and you still hang on.. in hopes that at any moment, he’ll make a stop.. just for you, realize the ignorant mistakes he’s making and the ten-fold utopian dream he’s walking away from. Let go.. let go when he’s practically dancing across the courtyard thinking about everything under the stars... except you... and there you are again, crawling behind him, wondering when the fuck he’s going to turn around and tell you that you could be his escape, his reason for happiness. Why wonder? He isn't.. Just let go. | |
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StrawberryFieldsForever | 02-12-03 7:33pm just forget about those stupid boys, don't waste your words to explain how they are,
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StrawberryFieldsForever | ew, 02-12-03 9:53pm isn't T.A.T.U. a pair of two fourteen year chicks from germany who are lesbians? see jules.. the lesbian vibe in you is rubbing off... |