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| runningfreak (profile) wrote, on 8-13-2005 at 2:48am | |
| Subject: Shit happens but not like this.... |
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I need to go away for a while. just pack up and leave. I won/t tell a soul where I am going, just leave. I tried that two nights ago. I got as far as the barn and then my neighbor talked me into staying at her house. I cryed so hard I thought I was going to throw up. I haven't cried that hard in ages and the only time I would was when my mom would treat like shit and that was exactly why I was crying and my dad made the problem even worse. They took my keys away again just for not telling them where I was . I can see their view on it but they acted irrationally about it. I foght whith them at 1:30 in the morning and it ended up being a battle of who was stronger cause my dad had me pinned againest the wall with his arm on my thrat and then I bite him. I got out of it with some broken blood vessels on my neck but that was all. All because I told him to 'give me my fucking keys'. I just wish I had more people that lived within walking distance so I could have a place to stay when needed. Katie I know you told me to knock on your window when I need to but you won't always be home. I don't want pity I just need and place to stay when my life turns to a living hell like it has been since February. Its never going to end. |
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jessa_lynne | 08-13-05 3:37pm my couch is open to you. always. in fact, if you need somewhere to stay, we have an extra room you can use. we can fancy it all up, baby doll. |
Freaky | 08-30-05 10:38am Things will change eventually, time doesnt wait for anyone. Sooner or later your parents will be the ones screaming for help. |