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| kalika9037 (profile) wrote, on 8-16-2005 at 8:08pm | |
| A month is too long to try and remember from day to day so i'm going to break it into catagories. Work Really not much to say here, worked six weeks worth of lunches and made alright money considering i only worked four hours a day. Back to nights now though and making considerably more. The other half of our serving team is finally back in town and it's going to be weird working with them again, for the last few months I'd gotten pretty used to it just being me maria and rich. School starts next week. i refuse to even consider it until then Friends bigger section here. Carly has passed all her exams and is now preparing to move to orlando which is sad. It's strange that I made this whole life without Richelle and Laura and now that they're back I can't even integrate them that well because a lot of them have left or are leaving gainesville. They probably won't ever meet Marty and it'll probably be a while before they meet Carly. Speaking of Richelle and Laura they've both been back for a couple weeks now and I've been coming home every week to see them. I had to work this last weekend but Galen and Wes (old friends of Carly's) were going to Galen's beachhouse in St. Augustine for the weekend and Carly and I really wanted to go so we came up with the idea of going and meeting them there after I got off work, even though I had to work again saturday night. we were only there for about 13 hours before we had to drive back so i could go to work but it was so much fun that we ended up doing it again when I got off work sat night. I had to leave again sunday afternoon because it was Richelle's birthday and of course I had to be there for it. I got home just in time to rest for about an hour before taking off for Delray beach to meet up with the gang but it was so nice hanging out with everyone again. All in all it was a very kickass weekend. Love Life Now this has been interesting and somewhat complicated. I've pretty much considered myself with David for a while now but we both knew there were some issues there we needed to deal with and I wasn't sure how to do it. I'd been thinking for a while of just getting out of it altogether but feel too guilty about being so quick to hurt him instead of trying harder. Then a couple weeks ago, while I was still in Gainesville, Carly and a bunch of her friends (including Galen) and i went out to Dragonfly to celebrate Carly passing her last exam that stood between her and her graduation. I didn't know anyone except Galen and this girl Audra I had met a handful of times through Carly and Carly was busy with her friends from class so it was Galen and Audra and I pretty much talking with ourselves. I had only met Galen a couple of brief times and had thought he was cute but it was a fleeting meeting and I hadn't pursued it or really thought about it. That night though I had a great time talking to him and teasing with him. After dinner Carly, Galen and Audra and I went to see wedding crashers (me for the second time) and afterwards Galen and exchanged numbers in case "Carly was out of town or not answering her phone" since it's only been hanging out with her that we've seen each other. The next day I convinced Carly and Galen to come to melting pot for dessert with me because i was craving it like crazy, but in a stroke of luck (or Carly's genius) Carly cancelled at the last second and Galen and I were left in a very obvious date situation. Due to a mixup with the server we ended up getting both of our desserts for free and we stayed there talking for about two and a half hours. We went to eight seconds from there and tried to call carly to come but she had passed out (thankfully i think now). We went back to my house and laid out on the hammock for a long time. He didn't end up leaving until after 5 and i felt bad because he had to be at work by 8 the next morning (he didn't actually make it there until 11). The next day I took off for south fla and that night was Danielle Harder's birthday so a bunch of high school people hung out at Bru's Room and our own gang went out clubbing on clematis a little later (yes i got into a 21 club without any ID, i love being with a group with connections). Sat night I went out with Alex which is always a good time - he and his friends are always so damn funny - but he suddenly turned serious on me and started confessing feelings from the last few years. He even kissed me and i was so in shock from hearing this from a guy i considered as my brother for the last twelve years that i didn't know what to do but kiss him back. We both said that we loved each other and i do love him, always will. I think there is a very strong possibiltiy that we will end up together someday but it's not right now. The next night was my night with Danny. First we went bowling and I had expected to be humiliated like i was last time playing with him and Marty but for some reason I was actually playing pretty well and he was having a very bad night with it so it was actually competitive. I still lost a bet for a lap dance though. We stopped at a pool hall next and i kicked his ass to erase my lap dance bet and finally we went to his house. I think we were there for a two or three hours doing absolutely nothing but laughing. we sat in those chairs in his backyard and laughed so hard i wish i knew what it was about. By the end of the night he too had kissed me. I drove home thinking about the fact that I had now been kissed by three guys in four days not even including David the weekend before. I didn't even feel bad about it though because they were all guys that I cared about, even loved one or two. Since that weekend however things have been pretty sorted out. Alex has gone back to UCF with us now closer than ever but with the understanding that it isn't our time yet to be together. I'm meeting David tonight to talk with him about us not seeing each other anymore, although I know we will still be friends afterward, he himself has said that we would be and there's no reason we shouldn't be. Galen I am absolutely crazy about, even more so after this weekend in St. Augustine. Everything feels so natural with him, so right that it's actually scaring me, it's been a long time since I've been this excited about a guy. I had thought that the kiss with Danny had been just a random occurrence due to past attractions but didn't really mean anything deeper but now he's been acting weird. He knows I've started seeing Galen and how much I'm starting to feel for him and he's suddenly trying harder than he ever has to pull me back to him. He literally begged me for hours sat night - including coming in to eat while i worked - to stay in gainesville with him and not go back to st augustine. Since I've been home too he's made me swear that we're finally going to do our Red Lobster dinner that we've been talking about for five months but which I could never seem to get him to do. It is Galen that I want and will be with though. I've waited a long time for someone like him that I feel this strongly for instantly. While in St Augustine Wes asked Carly how much she thought I liked Galen because, Wes warned, Galen falls in love fast and apparently Wes is concerned I might hurt him. I actually laughed when Carly told me this at the irony of it - I was so crazy about Galen that I was actually terrified for the first time in years that he was only mildly interested in me. If Wes' warning was any indication of something Galen had said to him about his feelings for me I couldn't be happier, even if i am still a little nervous. I'll probably be updating more frequently with so much starting - school next week, having my girls finally back in gainesville, Galen so ya'll are gonna have to be bored three times a month instead of one. |
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| Anonymous | hmmm, 08-25-05 10:01am so youre guy problems still consist of having too many , wat a problem to have . you should see how they react when you tell them about how you used to be danny and you just had your last operation a cpl months before you met them lol.well glad to hear your doing good. |