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| caity_024 (profile) wrote, on 8-18-2005 at 12:18am | |
| I'm in a sad sort of mood tonight...and i don't know why. Today was generally a good day. Only had to work for an hour, got to go shopping, go to see ben, didn't argue too much with my dad. But for whatever reason, i am very sad...cry into a pillow until i can't breathe sad. :-\ I've been pretty stressed out lately, which is why most of the last entries are sad/complainy. When i AM happy, I don't have time to stop and write aobut it, i'm too busy enjoying the moment. Plus, even if i wanted to stop and write, with shopping and everything right now, i'm insanely busy. But there have been happy moments that deserve mentioning: I got to go by my sister's for my nephew's 6th birthday party. That was SOOO awesome. That kid is ADORABLE and he completely adores me. :-) And he's wicked smart. HAHAHAHA........he literally knows my grandma as 'bad grandma'!!!!!!! That's what my sister taught him! Kinda mean, but she is a coniving old woman. (my grandma not my sister) I got my official letter stating leah as my roomate. I'm really excited about that. I got my own phone...its got a camera and its all colorful and i love it! Ben...pretty much every second i spend with him. Things have been really good lately, we're talking and having fun (tonight for instance, we made an impromtu run to LITH for milkshakes...which ended up being disastrous, because rachel oleskow...who happens to be one of his exes that didnt end so smoothly...was there) (that was a very long parenthesesed statement........and i dont think parenthesesed is a word...) (i mean a statement in parentheses)...hmmm is anyone else confused? Alrighty...well i have to be up in like 5 hours so i'm going to go to bed now...everytime i say 'i want to go to bed', i simultaneously think 'i want to go to ben'...just because they sound so close...but oh i want that so bad sometimes...for those statements to mean the same thing! :-) night night...my mood has improved a bit...but now i have to go clean my bed off..... :-\ shopping has its drawbacks :-) |
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| Anonymous | LITH, 09-05-05 6:45pm Sorry I ruined your milkshake time!!! |