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| TaoMan1121 (profile) wrote, on 8-19-2005 at 5:36pm | |
| Current mood: overwhelmed/sad Music: Death Cab - Expo '86 Subject: i am waiting for things to go wrong/i'm waiting for familiar results... |
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| OK, so everyone blew an update-nut the past couple of days, so I didn't want to miss the train. I hate not having the internet. Maybe it’s just because I’ve been kind of lonely the last couple days, but why the hell eat out at a restaurant with another person if all you’re going to do is read a trashy romance novel while you eat in silence? I feel so overwhelmed. It's so loud in this diner and I've got so many things, so many people floating through my brain. So much to do and twice the options. I need quiet. I need distraction. I feel like I'm being born right here, right now, sitting in this diner, writing this. Not a clean, tidy spiritual renewal ripe with epiphanies and doors opening, but instead a much more realistic delivery. The blood, sweat, and tears that move this machine and the faith that I made the right choice. |
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michellestar | 08-21-05 2:16am Ok, so I know you're depressed and all in this entry...but I seriously bust a capillary everytime I read
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