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| eyesofcrystal (profile) wrote, on 8-26-2005 at 12:21pm | |
| Ok, so school starts September 6th. That means there is only 11 days of being bored left. I love summer....but god, there is nothing to do!! I need to get a car, and some girl friends and money and then summer would be better. So you girls out there that arent already my friend....BE MY DAMN FRIEND AND HANG OUT WITH ME!!!! NOW!!!! hah. No but seriously...i need people to hang out with. *look at me....begging for friends on woohu* HA! So the highschool has a study hall class this year!! That is so awesome! Thats exactly that class i need to help me out. Rock on Highschool!! ....hmm.....me and Taryn are gonna be total girls this year.....right Taryn?? That should be interesting. Im really proud of myself right now for letting me be me! I mean, My freshman year, i just did anything to fit in with anybody and acted any way anybody wanted me to....which was retarded. Then, my sophomore year, i acted like everybody else acted so that I could fit in with tony and his friends. So basically i pulled the whole "poser" thing by acting like a little punk rebel kid. Again....retarded. Then at the beggining of last year, i tried being different that everybody else by NOT being punk, so i tried my hardest to not be punk, but not be preppy because i just thought i was too good for that. Near the end of the year i got a little better. And over this summer, i kind of thought to myself...."Nobody can ever be different if they try because if everybody else is trying to be different, then you are just like everybody else" So why try to be different? Why not just live life as yourself, screw what everybody else thinks about you...and just have fun. So Im proud of myself because this year im just gonna forget about trying to impress people, and just concentrate on what really matters.....GETTING THE HELL OUT OF SCHOOL!!! WOOO! So yay me!! Wow....that was so long. So yea....thats whats been going through my mind lately..... Love ya!! Bye! |
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starlesseyesremain | 08-26-05 4:03pm well... when i get a car next summer we'll go anywhere and everywhere :) we should hang out soon!!! i need to see my erica again :(
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eyesofcrystal | Re:, 08-26-05 9:19pm I know!! But we definitly need to hang out before you get your car. Im sure Tony would take us anywhere we needed to go. But yea, we've gotta hang out soon. Once school starts it will be easier to keep in touch because we will see eachother almost everyday. So that will be cool. Oh, by the way...do you have MSN Messenger? If you do you should totally add me.
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breezeyluvsu | 08-27-05 6:24pm I'll Be Your Friend..:) |
eyesofcrystal | Re:, 09-02-05 10:46pm aww!! Ok!! Lets be friends!! :) |