Add Memory | Add To Friends | |
mudpiegrl (profile) wrote, on 8-27-2005 at 10:57pm | |
i dont really have much to update. ill post something i wrote a few days earlier...although am not going to reread it just for authenticity becuase then i probably wouldnt post it. went to another wedding today...he liked some of the pictures i took....now if only i could learn to focus it right... nada nuevo con la nino. que triste. i dont know what to do for my bday. it seems lame to turn eighteen and do nothing fun. like even just with friends. patrice cant on monday cuz of school and everyone has school btu then theres the evening...but why just chill. i wnat to do soemthing but its beginning to look like a lot of nothing. i also want to do something because im turning eighteen and i dont know if my dad'll take me skydiving but we are going to the race track sometime next week. thats the best thing considering im doing nothing with cigars or porn. the masks i painted are no longer satisfactory. they're too simple and not original enough. that means ama have to do another one and i have an idea. ama paint it like the muscles in ones face. i dont know how well it'll work, in fact, im fairly confident it wont...but oh well because no one ever really ahs to see it. know what sucks about having your bday close is that everytime you get the urge to say "i want..." or "it'd be so great if i had...", you know everyone's tuning in...and youd rather they didnt bother in that case...because its just a spur of the moment and something that'll probably end up in the garbage three weeks from now. besides...that was the whole reason i didnt want to have a party. i hate when people get you stuff cuz you feel like you have to get them something in return...but then theres that curiousity that you'd want to know how inventive people have gotten from last year...or if they were original at all. oh and the reason i dont like flowers. i found it out. not because neil always got them but because they were so easy to get. they are either the "shit i didnt do something and i need to" last minute...or "i didnt even try" worthless attempt. but no matter. that can stay in here, eh? g'night. dont spend money on me, kie? my room's messy enough as it is. |
|
Post A Comment |
toki | 08-28-05 1:30am Haha! Too late bi-otch. Don't worry, it wasn't too much. I'm still quite the jew. And I know you'll like it. ::nods:: ;-) |