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.j.e.s.s. (profile) wrote,
on 8-29-2005 at 9:47pm
so here's a little update on my stupid stupid stupid fucking life..

1. i'm pretty sure i have the flu or mono or something i feel like absolute shit, i am sick to my stomach all the time i want to puke, my head just aches and i just want to lay down and sleep

2. my boyfriend is having fun in college and i get to come to this stupid house and fucking eat cereal because there is nothing here and i just want to die and i hate this i hate this i hate this

3. i have no friends

4. thats my fault

5. but it still upsets me

6. my old friends don't exist anymore

7. i kinda want to



aaaaaaaaaaa i'm really sad and i think i'm going to go cry a lot. gawd this is so stupid. have fun . god.
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jes

08-29-05 10:41pm

Number three, and six? Hmm...then what am I jess....that's nice to know...

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.j.e.s.s.

Re:, 08-30-05 9:56am

when i tried to talk to you it felt like you just wanetd to get away asap and then you like called me and when i picked up you weren't there so i tried calling back and no one picked up so i guess what am i to think that's what i was thinking last night.

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allisonwonderland

08-30-05 3:17pm

oh come on silly girl...i'm your friend...remember? I LOVE YOU!!!

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.j.e.s.s.

Re:, 08-30-05 7:04pm

yes you are.
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i'm in yearbook with youuuuu

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allisonwonderland

Re: Re:, 08-30-05 7:10pm

yay! that makes me even more excited for it.

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gillette

08-30-05 5:32pm

jess. i beg to differ. i'm your friend no matter what. i think it just seems like we're ALL losing touch with our friends because we're all so busy with our jobs and some of us with our boyfriends lol, especially you i've called you a couple times and it seems like every time i do your at work! and i'm so sad we dont have any classes together...ugh but dont get upset jess i feel the same way lately, if you're ever lonely just call me!! and if i'm not home i'll see it on our caller id and call you back..i definatly want to go to ferris with you sometime sooon maybe this week? i love you k??

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.j.e.s.s.

Re:, 08-30-05 6:32pm

game ferris saturday

you me

there

wohoooo

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