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| noahfects (profile) wrote, on 2-13-2003 at 6:47am | |
| Current mood: i want to cry. Music: the used Subject: liers and cheaters please take the stand. |
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| see all those people on the ground wasting time i try to hold it all inside but just for tonight the top of the world sitting here wishing the things I've become that something is missing maybe I... but what do I know and now it seems that i have found nothing at all I want to hear your voice out loud slow it down without it all I'm choking on nothing it's clear in my head and I'm screaming for something knowing nothing is better than knowing at all On My Own bitter emptiness, whats worse, the feeling of nothingless or the feeling of everything. when you are lied to it is horrible, but when the person doesnt tell you that he did is even worse. can you imagine being lied to and then the other guy you like telling you. you want to cry. or even die. its not plessent. and then all day long you are mad and all day long yyou dont smile. you have n evil look on your face. but when that certain someone says hi yo ujust want to kill him and when he is sitting with his girlfriend you just want to kill him. +its a horrible thought. bvut then you see the oterh guy, the nice guy, the guy who actually cares. and you have little butterflies in your stomach and all you want to do is be with him, yet he has a girlfriend. so thats out of the questien. and when you see your friends you think to yourself "what is wronge with me. all of my frends have at least 3 guys after them and i have none im just ugly and i hate myself" and thats the thoguht that is carried around with you, and thats the thought that will bring your self asteam down. and thats the thought that will make you unhappy. and to add to that thought your friend tells you plenty of guys like you and you find out none of them do. its a horrible feeling and that is exaclty what makes me cry. and thats the reason that makes me feel that this valentines day is going to be the worse valentines day in your life. |
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JustOneWord | my sabby!, 02-18-03 2:29am hey u are whoever ur going to b and if no guy wants to look past the outside appearance weather beautiful or plane out just but ass ugly they r missing out on alot gurlie and if u let that get u down ur not the gurl i once knew who never cared wut ppl thought of her and wanted to b her own person cuz thats wut she wanted...not 4 the guy she wanted to notice her...sometimes it makes u wonder "am i doing the right thing or am i just waisting my time?" and thats one question only u can answer and u can only do thAt if u listen to ur heart listen to wut u say wen ur in the worst situation posible listen to the things that are comming out of ur mouth cuz that will b the only time u will ever c reality at its best...i luv u sabby and i will suport u in any decision u make but we all make mistakes and we all learn from them and all i can say is look ahead and c the mistakes ull make muah! i lylas ~sam~ |
noahfects | Re: my sabby!, 02-18-03 5:15pm you know sammy your right. i love the advice you give. and i love the icon lol. ;) i love you and you know that we are deffinetly still cool. |