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Butterfly (profile) wrote,
on 9-8-2005 at 5:32pm
Current mood: tired
Music: Where You Are - Rascal Flatts
I figured it was time to update again since i aint since the 26... but yeah.
Karl came down Friday and left Monday at one... he picked me up from school... it was so sweet. lol all my friends like flocked out of the school and like killed him and Bubba.
We ... had sex. oh it was so wonderful even though it did hurt soooo bad. We didn't until Monday... oh it was so crazy.
He hates seeing me cry so I held it in until i couldn't see them anymore when they was drivin off and then i just started bawling. oh it was horrible. I had to do the MDA boot block like we do every Labor Day since my folks are on the fire department and yeah... so he got to leave me standing in the middle of the highway. i felt like a hooker, it was wonderful. lol. Anyway, luckily i had my make up because i got to go be on TV!! it was so exciting...ha, no not really, i just kind of stood there and mom and dad did all the talking about how much we raised and stuff. BooooOOOOooooring.
Anyway, schools still really hard and we have way to much homework. I was gonna be in FFA but I don't know if i'll be able to because since Ashley's at college there isn't anyone but me to take care of the house, kids, and cook supper, so I might have to sacrifice my social life for my family. Now, some may be wondering "why doesn't your Parents do all them things". Well my friends (i'm guessing) my parents just don't do them things. they claim that it's to stressful coming home from working all day to a needy family. Hmm maybe you fuckers shouldn't have had 4 kids then huh? Yeah, smart move. So, I get to do all that fun stuff all by myself. Ashley's never home. She's at home Friday night through Tuesday morning, then she stays with my cousins that live up there by the college to save gas since it's so damned expensive anymore. stupid... gas... whatever.
On another note... actually, back to Karl, while down here he managed to accidentally break his phone. How did he do that? Simple. He jumped in the pool with it in his pocket, it fell out of his pocket and he stepped on it. Hmm. Wonderful. Now, he's broke from comin down here and therefore cannot afford to grab a phone real fast so i caint talk to him. It's killing me.
anyway, i'm tired so i'm gettin outta here
Rach
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valoth

09-09-05 1:36am

.....Would you hurt yourself like that if we ever met?



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Butterfly

Re:, 09-09-05 1:37pm

At one point in my life I would have said yes with out a doubt in my mind. Now I'm with Karl, so I have to say no.

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