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| runningfreak (profile) wrote, on 9-8-2005 at 10:05pm | |
| Current mood: exhausted Subject: "To The Love Of My Life".... |
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Katie- I think about you all the time and what I have said on here and not to your face. Some things I regret and others I don't just as you said. Between the school, the running, and the horses I have worn myself down to the point of clearly thinking. We have been through too much to throw it away. You have done alot for me that I have carelessly forgot about. I do admit that I over react in certain situations and since this I have caught myself doing just that. Maybe I don't deserve to have my life get any better. Through all of this I have grown in to a very bitter person and I don't like it. And like you, I have started to become depressed. I lash out at everybody that disagrees or questions my motives. I get pissed off at you for the stupidest reasons that aren't any of my concern. And I want to be able to talk to you civilized and respectful, to get both sides of a situation without not talking to each other for days then acting like nothing happened. History is repeating itself and I don't want it to. I found my cell phone in the sock bin so I have it with me now. Call when you like. I work the weekend but I don't want to deal with stuff inside of work and hopefully that will make working with me more enjoyable and visa versa. Linz |
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jennapie | 09-09-05 2:16pm Everyone over reacts sometimes, it human, don't be so hard on yourself. and NEVER EVER think that you don't deserve to have life any better, that is what EVERYONE deserves. I want you to know that I care about you and you can always come to me, I know were not the closest two people on earth, but we are related and I will always listen or just bitch with you. I don't know what kind of situation your in but don't ever forget that everything ALWAYS gets better. I LOVE YOU! |
runningfreak | Re:, 09-09-05 11:57pm thank you Jenna That really means alot to me. |