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joslyn_julia (profile) wrote,
on 9-11-2005 at 11:45am
in the end maybe i am just a masochist. i am when it comes to sports, so why would it not be the same for a relationship. charlie, you are such a dear and what you said really helped. also i realized that all it probably comes down to is i love him, and i am afraid that he will never love me back. this is hard on both of us but most likely harder on him because i make it that way. neither of us asked for this to happen, but it did. it was an intervention, i just hope that we can help each other before we destroy ourselves.
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upchuck

09-12-05 8:44pm

I'm not sure things I said really helped too much.

So hows 'bout putting me in touch with some girls out there?

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joslyn_julia

Re:, 09-13-05 3:51pm

this is what helped....
"If you can't have the one you want, want the one you have."

i have the one i want. and you helped me remember that. i might never see him, but he is still mine.

and as for the girls... all of the girls i hang out with are in relationships.

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