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| swimfan14 (profile) wrote, on 9-11-2005 at 1:54pm | |
| Current mood: Sick Music: D.H.T.-Listen To Your Heart Subject: My Past |
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| I want to not care about what happpens but I still do. It feels like your taking that spot away from me or taking my place. I hate chasing after people but sometimes I guess thats what I have to do. I just want to for once be able to talk to you and tell you how I feel but in all honestly you probably wouldn't understand. I'm always holding back because I'm afraid of what you'll say and our converstaions never open that much anyways. I guess I just miss the past. Now all I have to do is keep telling myself your part of it. Im still holding on and I shouldn't do that anymore!!! *sigh* Anyways Friday I hung out with Lisa for a while. Akaysha came over for a while too so I watched her. Later on I went to Brie's house and a whole bunch of people went to Matt & Stuarts. They live in GR and on the way there we almost hit someone. She ran right out in front of us and it was sort of scary. Good thing we didn't hit her, or more of Andrea didn't hit her lol. We stayed at Matt & Stuarts for a while and then we went and stayed at Steves. Saturday I went to Grand Haven. It was so pretty and we ate at this really awesome resturant on the water but I forgot what it was called. Then we went to this Italian store and bought all this italian food that you can't buy in a normal store, then I came home and Trista was here so I finally got to see her. After that maryhoe and I went to Nicks for a while and then we ended up at a guys house named Ryan I think. I can't remember, I was not drinking at all but I just can't remember whos house it was. We hung out there for a while and then we went to another guys house. I forgot his name lol. He was weird and I kept getting hit on and it was scary. We stayed there until 5am and then we had to bring Jordan back to Bries house and then we had to come back to my house to stay since wherever we were at was right down the road. I fell asleep at 6:30 probably and I just woke up before I started this whole journal entry. Nobody is here and I have noo clue where everyone went but I definately do not feel good so I think I'm going to go back to sleep soon. Andy Milonakis lol:turn to your far left Andrea: wait is this my left....? Andy and I: noo that would be your right lol! wow you crack me up. Brie: well who did you tell Me: *holds three fingers up* I only told two people. lol "he looks like reptar" "seen/saw him" ...oh the great times we have brie. We talked. Everything is better I guess. I only wanted to be friends and nothing more so thats what we are and thats that. <3 aShMeG |
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andreatowns11 | 09-12-05 1:24am Fricken right i dont know what is right and left haha. that was a good night i thought...not too bad. I went to Andy Milonakis house tonite too and didnt get home til 1. haha- i'll have to talk to ya about it tomorrow. i'll beep ya when i get outta work!
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swimfan14 | Re:, 09-12-05 4:02pm Lol I want Andy's number just so I can put Andy Milonakis in my phone. Haha you didn't even know who that was at first, well it's a show but we made that his new last name lol. Yeah definatley beep me tonight!
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breezeyluvsu | 09-13-05 5:33pm Really, I seen/saw him just the other day.
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