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moana (profile) wrote,
on 9-15-2005 at 3:03am
Current mood: pleasing laurence
Music: Cartoon Network
One of my greatest fears is finding that I am ordinary. I am utterly dull to look at. My clothes make no bold fashion statements. My hair is nothing spectacular. My face, like the rest of me, is above average but hardly the best.

I am above average at a lot of things, too. I'm above average at math, at science, at English, at art, at mechanics, at cooking... but I am not the best at anything.

I know my personality is trying to compensate the short-comings of my physique, which may explain why I'm such an extrovert. If I don't open my mouth, if I just shut up and stand there, I am utterly unremarkable.

And that is why some people will forget my face before they forget that thing I said to that guy when they were also there.

My skin is not my distinguishing feature.

So I don't even bother to try being the best.
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guajiragoddess

09-14-05 10:09pm

Hey you did it!

Now, I love you to death but you're wrong about AT LEAST two things:

(1) You're obviously the best at following my instructions. It was invigorating to read something so candid and honest.

(2) You're the best at being Fay. Why do you think you're the only girl I talk to online for more than 3 minutes at a time? Because no one else provides that perfect scientific mixture of laughter and absolute exasperation.

ps - you're quite brave

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moana

Re:, 09-15-05 6:44am

Oh pfft, silly caucasian girl. I am never wrong.

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cowboy67

09-14-05 11:57pm

hahaha i just noticed your mood, like, 45 minutes after reading the whole entry. thanks tot!

i agree with danielle. thanks for opening up and, you know, doing that terribly scary thing of being human and saying outloud what we all think behind our eyes. i guess it's my turn now...

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Anonymous

09-20-05 6:25am

3M0 F4GG3H!!!!
I had to >_>
You know I had to <_<
I love you ^_^ Plus, honestly, name one interesting person you'd hang out with who is REALLY distinctive because of one thing they have in appearance etc.
Don't mention Jiggly Boobs... She doesn't count.

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JIGGLY JIGGLY!!!!!
~kharabeet

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