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| angel_bob (profile) wrote, on 9-19-2005 at 12:47am | |
| I wasn't saying, Kyle, that people who drink are anything less than people. My parents drink and, before they were married, my father drank quite a bit. I'm so sorry that I'm upset that the people I care a ton about are making stupid decisions. And I'm especially sorry that you think I don't give a flying fuck about them. I'm sorry that you think I don't care. I thought that by now, you'd know me better than that. I'm sorry that you weren't there to see me when I found out that Ben spent the weekend at his brother's drinking and getting drunk. I'm sorry that you didn't see how much I worried about him and still do worry about him. I'm sorry you don't see me pray every night that he, Jackie, Kelly and everyone at college or elsewhere will be okay. Amanda's cousin died of alcohol poisoning. I'm sorry that you don't see how important this subject is to me. And I'm sorry that you don't see how important everyone is to me. I apologize that I'm having a difficult time adjusting to everyone growing up and experiencing adulthood but I am. There's been a lot of stuff lately that has made me have to grow up and it's too bad that you aren't here to see it and that I'm not comfortable enough to tell you. Yes, people with make dumb decisions. I accept that. I can suck it up. I can care about them. And I do. |
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threshershark | 09-19-05 1:40am Chill Rach, i was posting to KT, I didn't even read your comment before I did. Sorry I made you mad. Listen I know you care about everybody, I don't question that and you obviously wouldn't be this upset if you didn't. I've had problems with friends and family getting stuck on alcohol before so if you ever just want to talk about it or something I'm right here, k?
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