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| upchuck (profile) wrote, on 9-22-2005 at 5:24pm | |
| She described her mood as giddy. That's good. I feel I no longer have the need to trouble myself with deep, soul-searching questions like I did in the past. Talking last night made me realize that my approach to life has taken a very different track in the last year. I'm not sure what has caused that, and I'm not sure many people would agree with my assessment. But I feel as if I approach things as being more laid back about life. Such as, if something happens that I want to happen, great, it happened, but if it doesn't, then no big loss. I guess that's part of growing up. It's like if I get a good grade, great, but if I didn't, well, I'm not blaming the professor anymore because I really don't care. And that could be where I'm getting it from. I don't care if I passed the test. I never have. I never understood people with test anxiety. Either you know it or you don't. If I learned something from it then good for me. If I didn't, it's my fault and I just wasted a great opportunity. On a side note. All though I haven't been single all that long, this not being single is still going to take an adjustment. Meaning I shouldn't probably talk about all the cute girls that I meet or anything like that anymore. Note: I didn't really do that before and I'm just joking. I know I said I'd talk to you somehow tonight. I'm not sure how I'm going to accomplish that beyond this right here. But perhaps later. |
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-nightsloth- | 09-22-05 7:35pm Hehehe
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| -nightsloth- | Re:, 09-22-05 7:37pm *haven't
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upchuck | Re:, 09-22-05 9:50pm Well obviously I'm flattered. In all the five years that I've had this journal no one has ever been that impressed. I just tend to stick with the basic formats and come up with whitty ways of designing it. |