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| skippi16 (profile) wrote, on 9-25-2005 at 6:40pm | |
| Current mood: angry Music: MUDVAYNE Subject: GET THE HELL OUT! |
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| well it has been a good long time since i have been in here. i have lots to say too.... band is going ok except for some immature section leaders and this odd crush on a certain band memeber.... no names reported.... but the thing is its only physical,,, i actually think this guy is a jerk but he has a really nice body! agh i hate this whole girl thing.... red flannel is next week and i am over joyed! me and tj are closer then ever right now i couldnt be happier with everything. i cant wait until one day i can get out of the hell whole i call my house and we can be together forever! at the moment im ver stressed out because there is a lot of confrentation at my house and no one is standing up to the fact that they are the parents. My mom says i take advantage of everyone. and that i need to help more. well where was her help when i needed her? where was she when i was running razors across my skin and gushing blood or the time i downed all those pills wondering if i would wake up?????? she was too worried about her dear little boy to give a fuck. they payed at least 10 grand on that boys shrinks and doctors, but have they given me shit? no. i work my ass off to get what i have and no one sees that. between school and work im outat least 65 hours a week. i dont know bout most of u, but its hard. and im not saying i want pity. i just want UNDERSTANDING. she thinks she like god but in reality she is nothing to me then a burden. and too all of you who add to this stress, FUCK OFF CAUSE I DONT NEED ANYMORE OF IT!!!!!!!! |
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| Anonymous | 11-17-05 2:34pm i dont feel like siging in to woohu but its james... whats up long time no talk.... heh i.... dunno things have been crazy you prally know i'm living in a barn.... |