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tonyp. (profile) wrote,
on 9-25-2005 at 5:17pm
i dont understand? my life is going really good right now but the one thing that matters most is fading away. i feel like shit, i know i have friends but my friends cant give me what i need, how she makes me feel... usually things are only crappy like this for little spirts. but this is the realy thing and it really puts a drag on my life. and she wants me to be with other girls so i dont feel like this. no other girl would give me the time of day because there afraid of her so im destined to wait untel she makes up her mind. im waiting for an aswer that is puting my life on a temperary stand still. i need money, i need some one to love me back, i need a life. ive been doing a whole lot of nothing really.
I still love her but i think this is the end.
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upchuck

09-25-05 9:46pm

You know what man. It's a hard thing to deal with. I've been there. And I'm going to tell you something, and I know that it's not going to make a damned bit of difference to you, but you can't put your life on hold for a girl. No matter how much you love her, if she's not capable of letting you love her it's never going to work. Getting a life is a good first step, don't let her walk on you.

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jayzulla

09-27-05 7:50pm

" i have friends but my friends cant give me what i need"

yup, real nice.

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tonyp.

Re:, 09-27-05 9:16pm

can you give me love that a girl can give me?
cause even if you could i still wouldnt be up for it cause i dont swing that way. hah but thats not what i mean man. your a really good friend and i would like to talk to you about something soon to ok. get ahold of me some time

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