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spud (profile) wrote,
on 10-2-2005 at 6:48pm
Music: incubus - here in my room
Subject: i'm sick of angry people. they make me mad...
i'll do my best to not become one of them. it's such a waste.

oh, i wrote some free verse.

:

I'm in the car - in the parking lot - watching the smoke haze drift lazily; languidly wending its way out the window.

With a futile hope that the smoke will occlude my mind's eye, and prevent me from remembering all of the wonderful moments.

I lack the capacity to avert the catastrophe. My unmitigated audacity portends impending unpleasantness. The end?

:

maybe i'm overreacting, being a drama queen. but i'm not going to bend over and take it like i always have in the past. fuck that shit. i mean it still hurts more than words can say, but i refuse to be stupid about it.

it's gonna take me a while to gather everything back into the snowman bag. and to get those grease stains out of the aéropostale hoodie, but we'll get there. in the mean time, i'm going to have some fun. and most people disagree with me on what's fun. but so what. like right now, i'm going to eat food, listen to music, and read a fucking book. because i think that will be fun. and i may just turn my phone off while i do it.

quote: (jan 12, double-oh five)

i'm sick of katie being so goddamn difficult. i love her, i really do, but i'm tired of busting my ass, and having shit fall through, then getting flack about how i'm not good enough.
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sugarjackj

10-03-05 9:51am

I'm sorry but how in the hell are you busting your ass?
HOW?!?!?



You make me cry.

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sugarjackj

10-03-05 10:15am

You know you can stop compairing me to Katie.
I know, your most precious Katie.

but WTF,

you dont have to worry about me calling.
I know you dont want me to.


You said that you dont show how much you care for me, and that i maybe show to much of something thats not there.

i think you are wrong. there was never a time i showed you more then i felt. So why you make these accusations, i dont know.

I'm so upset.

Im not sure you even know.
But hey,if you want it over fine.


It is apparent you want it done with,.

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