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| chelthesmell (profile) wrote, on 10-13-2005 at 9:13pm |
Current mood: depressed.... Subject: i hate myself...
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im such a bitch. i fuck everything up that is perfect in my life. why? fucking why? why cant i just have a good thing and except that something in my life is awesome and not screw it up? is it that fucking complicated? i mean honestly...why am i so complicated? he doesnt deserve me...im too fucked up. he deserves better, everyone deserves better than me. i should just give up and be alone...forever...this love shit sucks big balls...
this all hurts soo bad...=( |
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eddy | 10-14-05 4:16pm Aww...Chelsea don't say those things, you know, and we all know that isnt true. Sometimes things happen that we have no control over, and it isnt necessarily because one person is really dumb or whatever. I'm not really sure what happened, but i can see that it's really hurting you, and it probably will for a little while...but it'll pass, doesnt matter what happened, it'll be ok, i promise, and no matter what i'll always love you!
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moomoo | 10-14-05 8:58pm Chelsea I love you, I'm sure what happened will pass and everything will be okay. I feel that way 2 alot, but it goes away. Your never gonna be alone, cuz your always gonna have me your super hot girlfreind and no oneo could ever replace you. And yeah love does suck big balls, but its better to try then never have it at all. Just remember I'm always hear for you.
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wondrouslybizarre | 10-15-05 7:44am hey Babe...what is wrong? I dont know anithing what is going on with you right now.....
but i want to make you feel better I love you Cellsee.and I miss you. I hope you know that when you want to get out from reallyty you can come here and wisit me in my Sonas world:)
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redhawk | I <3 U, 10-15-05 10:31am Chelsea!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU SOOO FUCKING MUCH!!!!!
We all have our hard times and I just hope you know that no matter what hard times you ever have to face we will all ALWAYS be there for you! NO MATTER WHAT!!!! ALWAYS!!! :) You better not think that you're not good enough, because in fact your not only worthy but you're the Coolest Fucking Chelsea Louis there ever has been and ever will be Gawd Dammit!!!!! And I love the fucking hell out of you!!! You're so wonderful Chelsea, you're so friendly and funny, you make me feel so comfortable when I'm around you, I can just be myself, because thats how cool you are! When I think of you I think of this happy little red headed cutie who is full of energy and funny as hell! and you will have you're times when your not so happy (eveyone does) and I wish I could make you feel better, but deep down I hope you know you're the baddest mother fucker ever to be born on this planet ever!!! Seriously.. I'm not even kidding! You know what helps me when I feel down about love and all that crap.. I think about my future and how someday I'll be married to a wonderful guy who loves me as much as I love him and well have babbies and all that jaz! and You will too!!!! Just think about it! You will have a wonderful husband and little red headed fruits running all over and you'll have a great house and a good job, and everything will be perfect for you!!! (trust me on this, I got conections with my homeboy Jesus for hooking me up with this kind of stuff ;) ) Oh and you will have Awesome friends who will be there for you Always and For Freaking Ever!!!! Just try and think about the bigger picture, this is just high school, trust me I know its still really painful and seems like the end of your life as you know it sometimes, but its really not, you've got your WHOLE LIFE ahead of you! Your only young once, so lets make the FUCKING BEST OF IT!!!!! Eh, eh..? Sounds like a plan to me!!!! :) Please don't ever feel bad about yourself Chelsea because YOUR JUST SO FUCKING AWESOME IT MAKES ME SCARED TO EVEN THINK ABOUT THE AMOUNT OF AWESOMENESS YOU HOLD INSIDE YOU, BECAUSE ITS JUST SOO FUCKING MUCH THAT IT SEEMS UNREALISTIC BUT THEN ITS NOT, ITS JUST SO TRUE!!! I LOVE YOU! I <3 U!!!! I LOVE YOU SOOOOO FUCKING MUCH!!!!
You are the funniest most wonderful most abso-fucking-lutly Craziest, cutest, most darling person ever Chelsea and I love you for it!
<3 <3 <3 <3
<3 <3 <3
<3 <3
<3
You will never be alone!
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eddy | Re: I <3 U, 10-15-05 3:35pm Wow, you make me smile, jessica :) just had to show the rest of us up, didnt you? lol jk :D
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redhawk | Re: Re: I <3 U, 10-15-05 5:55pm lol, I just got started and couldn't hardly stop! I mean I was talking about the Awesomeness of Chelsea.. it takes a while to do that type of thing you know.
:)
Making people smile is what I do best.. that and.. well you know.... it.. ;) lol
teehee.. ^.^
I am such a tart.
I <3 all you guys!!!!
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eddy | Re: Re: Re: I <3 U, 10-15-05 7:12pm Lol, yes you are a tart Jessica :) but thats why we love you.
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