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| rayray (profile) wrote, on 10-18-2005 at 4:10pm | |
| I suppose I should elaborate why I called him this morning. Maybe some of you will understand. I called him when I got off the phone with my mom. Many of you may not realize this, but when it comes to my mom he's my strength. Since I met him, I have been able to stand up for myself to my mom. I was able to move out. I am more confident than I have ever been. Anyway. My mom told me this morning on the phone that her and Jim have been seeing each other. And that tomorrow evening, they are going to have a "serious" talk and work things out. I felt so betrayed by my own mother. She lied to me and broke a huge promise. I broke down when she told me this. I was crying so hard. Which wasn't good because I was driving home from work. And the last thing she would have needed was her 18 year old daughter getting into an accident because she upset her and her hearing the entire thing happen. When I get in situations like that after talking with my mother, I get so upset and stressed out. So I call him. Everytime. Crying. He comforts me. He knows what I am going through. He was in a similar situation when he was my age. He's always there for me. Even though we broke up, we are still really close. He has been there for me through everything. When we broke up, he was there for me. It's strange. Confusing. And I can't just stop talking to him. Ahh.. I love cheese puffs.. Still undecided on what time I am leaving for Ohio thursday. Not sure if it's going to be right after work (probably not a wise decision.) or if I'll leave around 1. Eh.. I'll figure it out when it comes thursday. And Derek farted in dads ear last night. |
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skife | 10-20-05 1:19am jim is a fuck.
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| allyson | Re:, 10-26-05 11:23am fucker |