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Triple (profile) wrote,
on 10-22-2005 at 11:10am
Man...I gotta stop reading Jordans Woohu journal....too much provokeing of thought on my end >.> but anywhoo

I was thinking the other day about how my dad liked body shop and car shit, and if he was still around how he'd prolly by happy as hell that I got a job working on cars all day long...but then I thought..why should I give to shits about what that pussy thinks....jesus....I mean what kind of mother fucker KILLS himself because his family is breaking apart.

And then...I think...How easy it musta been...how in less then a second your life could be done...over...not comming back....finished...

And I wonder what it's like...to be, finished...

what it would be like on the otherside...would I goto Heaven or Hell...

who'd be at the funeral...who'd be pissed, at me, at God, at the world

who'd cry, who'd go crazy...

who'd care enough to never....*sigh*

....

Jesus...

gtdamn....

I'm going to play Final Fantasy......

Fuck reality...
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breezeyluvsu

10-22-05 1:12pm

Don't think like that.
It's scaring me.
I'd would cry.
I would be at you funeral.
I WOULD be pissed at you,
But i'd still care enough to sigh.


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just_peachie

10-25-05 4:40pm

Hmmm...you pose such an interesting scenario. Very thought provoking. Hits ya right in the <3.

And for what it's worth...I'm sorry for everything. I was childish, foolish, ignorant, selfish, self-centered, a bitch, and maybe, as you stated in you journal before, an insy teensy bit psychotic.

Despite everything that happened between us:
I'd be there, I'd be pissed, I'd cry, and maybe teeter on the very edge of crazy.

God it hurts to fall on your own sword.

Call me. write me. I need to fix this as best I can.
835-7000. just_peachie_05@hotmail.com. or you can use woohu too.

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triple

Re:, 11-25-05 7:54pm

I Might give you a buzz later,

If it makes you any better I was more childish foolish and a fucking bastard (@.@;)

and in short I am sorry for all the stuff i caused
we had some pretty good times this summer =D

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just_peachie

Re: Re:, 11-26-05 11:23pm

Amen to good times this summer! :)

But yeah...my phone got shut off. :S you should just email me or you can IM me, too.

just_peachie_05@hotmail.com

p.s. I forgive you

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Triple

Re: Re: Re:, 11-28-05 7:50pm

Sweet ^^ were friends again

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just_peachie

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 11-28-05 11:42pm

hehe...i know! :) :)


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Triple

10-28-05 6:36pm

Whoa whoa whoa...

I'm doing anything "stupid"

I just think entirely too much sometimes...

I like to call those my smart moments (<.<)/

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