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| whispers (profile) wrote, on 10-29-2005 at 5:15pm | |
| Music: soluna - for all time Subject: what's up |
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| 1) I'm not going to that party tonight. I don't want to really, I can't, I'm.. not into that. 21 years older and up, and I'm not going. That's a lot of teenagers dream, right? Well, not mine. Sure, it'd be super fun with Anne, Ross, Dennis, Jana, Liz.. but I don't like drunk people. They piss me off to no end, and it makes me think of my mom. I don't.. like thinking about things like that.. so I'm not going. 2) I saw Jill and Jacki at Best Buy the other day. It took that 10 seconds of silence from 4 people to realize that I hate them. Well, not Jacki. I don't have a problem with her, but I hate Jill. I've accepted that a few times now, and I'm just making sure the world knows that I do not like that girl. She fucked me over one too many times, and I'm done. I know she's a smart girl, so she knows we're never going to be friends anymore. Even if she does think that, she can stop. Kevin's too important to her, and I obviously am not. I re-told Matt about the situation with me and her, and I almost started to cry. Not because I'm sad, but because I'm so pissed at her. I still am. There is no getting over an eleven year old friendship that ends because of a guy. That's just stupid, and it pisses me off, and it makes me want to go punch her in the face. I won't.. but still. Urges sometimes. Like at Best Buy. 3) I have mixed feelings about Shannon. I like him, but then again I don't. I realize that it looks like I was making up excuses, but who's gonna say "Hey, I have to take my mom to the hospital" as a fucking excuse? If I didn't want to go in, I'd make up some other excuse. But I can't afford to miss work in any sense. I was telling Dennis last night about my mom's uncle who is in the hospital, and about how I don't think Shannon believes me when I call in, and it makes me so fucking angry, I almost started crying. Dennis is a good guy. I love you Dennis :) 4) I changed my woohu again. That's all lol. |
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Gideon | 10-29-05 11:02pm o.o |