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pjlmaster (profile) wrote,
on 10-30-2005 at 8:06am
gotta go to work today...bleh

just sent a long email to my ex, seems its gonna be that way forever, but oh fucking well...if im not good enough for her...then who the fuck is? and i dont say that to sound arrogant like it did. sure she loves him now, but what happens when he makes a mistake? does she do the same thing to him?

edit: the shitty thing is...if i saw her, i would fall in love all over again, or at the very least take back everything i said

and yet somehow shes still my best friend
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liz

10-30-05 12:14pm

its not that you arent good enough for me.
he doesnt hurt me,
and thank you for telling mike.
im glad that i tell you something in complete confindence and then you tell mike.
i adore mike but he is a gossip and i dont need that.
and ray does have his shit together.
and no not and because im not going to go on trying to justify myself to you.
but i didnt cheat on you, so you can take that idea and throw it out the window.
im a little hurt that you think that little of me.


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liz

Re:, 10-30-05 12:16pm

also as far as when he makes a mistake do i do the same thing. im not asking for perfection.
i never was but something like that, something like your lies, yeah i will lose him if he lies like that to me.
i couldnt deal with it with you.
someone who i love more than anything in the world. my best friend.
so why would i take it from this guy that i barely know yet.


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pjlmaster

Re:, 10-30-05 12:51pm

i dont think for a second that you did or would, but the thought crossed my mind a couple times, and then i literally laughed outloud at myself for thinking it.

also the other day on 29th street i saw this like emergency living center type thing, it was like a hotel, only you could stay there for an extended period of time till you could get your feet on the ground, maybe ray could live there instead of the YMCA thing

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