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anachronism (profile) wrote,
on 10-30-2005 at 12:19pm
Well, I'm single.
He broke up with me, so for once I don't have to feel like the bitch.
It hurts. I'm crying, but I can't let it get to me like last time.
I haven't seen him for a week and I have been fine, it's just hard now that it's official. But, me being fine and having a good week without him shows I don't need him. I just feel like I do now that it's a for sure thing that we're done.
But, whatever. I'm young. I have to meet new people and just live right now. I don't need a guy to be a happy person. I need freedom and no one to answer to. I need to just be independent and not get depressed over this.
We had our good times. He was my first for a lot of things, but our relationship has died. We've both been miserable and it's better to end it now than later. And as hard as I tried I couldn't get over being with someone who cheated on me.
Yes, I'll miss him, but I'll live.
I need to hang out with someone tonight, because as much as I don't want to feel alone right now I do.
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egotrip

10-30-05 12:38pm

It seems like for the best. Every time I read one of your journal entries, he seemed to have a miserable affect on you. So perhaps you'll have a better time being single. (:

Take care.

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anachronism

Re:, 10-30-05 1:11pm

Yeah, agreed.
And thanks.

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twiggypuff

10-30-05 1:57pm

*hugs*

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