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.j.e.s.s. (profile) wrote,
on 10-30-2005 at 10:41pm
Music: Ben to the Folds
"i wish it was last september where we could lose ourselves in clouds everyday"

no i dont!

" 'If you really loved me,' she said. "I wouldn't have to be so mean.' He likes to remember when. Such a shame to ruin this bright, lazy, sunny day. The cruelest lies are often told without a word. The kindest truths are often spoke and never heard. She said 'You've been pushing me like I was a sore tooth. You can't respect me but I've done so much for you.' And he said 'Well I hate that's it come to this. But baby I was doing fine. How do you think that I survived the other 25 before you?' The end is growing near. And we're treading water now and holding back our tears..."

I am unprepared and I just want a break. I don't know what I can do or how I will do it. I am so scared and worried.

I'm waiting up for you again, though.

TOTALLY UNRELATED: I had a lot of fun with Stef. She has an awesome apartment and a great catch of a guy. I hope they get married soon. I love Ben Folds and I hope that me and Stef hang out again soon because that was fun and we could party.

I want to just go away. But with you.
ABABABABLK Dont you hate when people just stop talking to you online...? :0( I do.
Also, a mullet-lady made me cry at work yesterday. Bitch.

Went to Roman's today. It was a perfect and beautiful sunny day. I love him.

But somebody help me straighten out some things please.
With a little Love ,
Jess
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spud

10-30-05 11:51pm

um. i don't know if i can help you straighten things out.

but i really really want to... and that's definitely a step in the right direction.

however, i want to devote my full attention to the matter. and i can't do that right now, with all the other stuff i have going on.

if you'd like me to lend an ear, you could email me or something. i'd be glad to offer whatever i can.

it was a nice day. the trees were gorgeous.

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