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TaoMan1121 (profile) wrote,
on 11-1-2005 at 1:11am
If I sit perfectly still, I can imitate the process of feeling nothing.

I can't remember the last time I've felt this helpless or alone. How the hell did I get here? I want to go home, but I have no idea where that is anymore.

I long for clarity.
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Leeder5421

11-02-05 2:01am

::sings Michael Jackson::

You are not alone
I am here with you....


Yeah, I've gotten my fair share of those moments too since I moved.
Not much you can do about that as you are going to feel them from time to time. My advice is to let it all out at once, because afterward you usually feel better. It took me about three weeks to get through one particuarily bad period of loneliness, it's all about endurance. You've got to keep telling yourself that this is temporary and that you'll get through it, because that's the truth. I'm sure it doesn't feel that way to you now, but that's what you've gotta do, that's the only way to beat it. At least Christine has moved out there now. You have someone to hang out with, that's a start.

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