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| chelthesmell (profile) wrote, on 11-1-2005 at 9:27pm | |
| woke up today, so depressed. just went back to bed. didnt get to school until lunch. and i didnt talk to anyone. i was sitting alone by myself for awhile, then my friends brook and lacey came up and sat with me. made me feel a little better. brook knew something was wrong. she said she could see it in my eyes. she could tell that i was crying earlier and that i was upset and such. and i was like great...lol. but yeah, my day sucked. i was sad all day until poms practice. that made me smile. i have fun people. i like it. my mom is really worried about me. i think she thinks im going to like kill myself or something but im not going to. i miss mike. i dont know...i feel so...shity. i hate it. i had to like drag myself out of bed and it was like 10 30 or something. i needed to go though cause i needed to go to poms. we only have lik 5 practices left till our first compitition. im soo nervous! beyond belief! its in-fricken-sane! i dont know how to control my emotions and everything. it sucks. i feel like crying. i went into the bathroom to take a shower this morning and i sat on the toilet, looked at my kittens, and just started bawling. i didnt know what was wrong. all i know is, it hurts. hurts like hell. like i have a broken heart for no reason. i dont like. my mom is being a bitch though. im sick of it. she doesnt realize...errg how easily pissed i get now ugh...bye! |
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moomoo | 11-01-05 9:41pm I feel like we were going thru the same stuff today. We were both really emotional and depressed. We need to hang out together so we can cheer each other up. Life has to get better. |
chelthesmell | Re:, 11-02-05 9:18pm i most definently agree with you. we need chelsea and mindy time together. thats my favorite time. it makes me smile real real big! |