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Butterfly (profile) wrote,
on 11-2-2005 at 8:49pm
Current mood: Busy/Tired
Music: I Miss You - Incubus
Alright, I got questioned as to why I wasn't around here anymore by a little red head the other night and I had been thinking about comin back but I'll be damned if I have the time anymore. I'll attempt to make it I suppose, but no promises.
I'm not even aware of the date of my last entry so I'll just say the most recent stuff and we'll just have a little Dark Age between then and now.

-The most pressing issue of this month is that Karl goes to Iraq, though I'm not for sure as to what the specific date is as of yet.
He may be coming down next weekend... with his family in store. They're goin over there to see him and they might all come see me... Exciting... Scary... Nerve wracking.
Indeed
-On the 26th of October until the 29 I was gone to Louisville, Kentucky for FFA National Convention. It was so much fun, but it was freezing cold and the girls were all stuck in skirts, pantyhose, and heels. Not so much fun on the dress code side. My feet were dead. It was still pretty cool though.
I had bought a shirt that said "Save a Horse Ride a Cowboy", but I grabed the wrong size of shirt so I just gave it to Johanna and all was said and done. She liked it and I got other shit so it was all good... I really liked that damn shirt though. I'm freakin getting one next year, you bet your ass on it.
-I am almost officially failing Algebra II. I don't understand anything that we're doing in this chapter, probably because I've been gone on a million trips all throughout it, but mainly because it's fucking hard. We have the chapter test either Friday or Monday, I can't remember which, and it's almost certian that I'm destined to fail it. I'll cry my little heart out, then make up for it with a ton of Extra Credit, and hopefully next chapter, because it looks a little more promising for my tormented little brain. I hate math.
-Our class rings came in Tuesday and I absolutly love mine!! I had my size wrote out and everything on my order form, and then the guy freaked out and told me that i HAD to get it half a size larger because my "fingers will swell." ok... this is his job so I trusted him. Now the fuckin thing's half a size to big and I'm pissed. It don't fall off or nothin, but oooh damn he's gonna get it when/if I see him again. I get a free shirt though... so it's all good I guess...maybe if we stretch it.
-I'm even more in love with Karl and I miss him more and more every day and it's getting even harder to get by without him, and it's hard to talk myself into even getting my ass out of bed because I know that something somewhere throughout the day will remind me of him, or my friends will bring him up in a conversation and I want to talk about him, but then I don't because it's to hard and painful because everything just makes me realize that he'll be gone in just a few weeks and I won't see him for an entire year.
That will leave me with half a year left of school when he comes back, and I cain't wait. I want to graduate at semester just so I can have more time with him, but then I want to have those last 4 months with my friends, and I want to go on Senior Trip and to Prom.... so that ones out of the question I suppose.
-Doug isn't on anymore. Ever. We got into it a little bit about things I'd rather not mention, and then he was gone. I've more than likely been blocked or deleted, but that's fine. He was changing and I didn't like it anyway. I miss him though.
-I'm going to Branson on the 30th of this month with Choir to go to a recording studio and ...what else? ... record some of our songs that we've been singing. I think it'll suck, but we get to hang out at the mall for a few hours so eh. Our teacher used to sing/whatever with Ray Stevens so he's seeing if he can't get us free tickets to his show so that'll be cool. What's the catch? None of my friends are in Choir with me. Ha. Looks like I'll have a jolly ol' time huh? you bet your buns. And it's mandatory that we go. We have been killed time and again that we'll recieve an F if we aint there... psychopath. Geeze.

Alright that's about it I'm thinkin. Now I have to go finish my homework and fill out my ACT thing...ahh that's another one, I have to go take my ACT soon...I forgot what day it is... but oh well. It took Johanna like 4 days to fill her form out, but I didn't know about this one until yesterday and it has to be in the mail on the 4th so I may just be takin the next one...oops.
Rachel
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valoth

11-02-05 10:28pm

ACT's why? prettymuch every state beside Michigan uses SAT's.

...Is this meaningful to me? prolly not....right?

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Butterfly

Re:, 11-04-05 7:12pm

Missouri really doesn't use SAT's, just ACT's so... we take the ACT's.
I don't understand the whole "...Is this meaningful to me? prolly not....right?" and you cain't excuse it, you have to explaine it.

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