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| spud (profile) wrote, on 11-16-2005 at 12:34am | |
| Current mood: confused (perpetually) Music: DMB - Typical Situation |
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| gah. in other news, i'm incredibly lame. but i squeaked out an 80% on that paper. obviously not my best effort, but i was glad just not to have sucked total ass. i'm seriously slacking in the german dept. i did the software, but i need to study more for the vocab quiz in the morning. and i didn't do any of the book work, because it requires all sorts of internet research. which i translate into a lot of frustration and a 3am bedtime. no sir. chris needs his beauty sleep. so, that's why i suck. but i helped ellen out tonight. and i vacuumed. and i did dishes. so i must not be a complete waste of space ;) if feelings suck, why am i such a whore for them. it's that whole "i'm a little kid again" thing going on. just lots of stuff that i haven't felt. and i don't get it. and i don't know what to do about it. but i kind of like it. i just don't know if i'm being stupid or not. shut up, brain! and slow down, chris! be the tortoise, be the tortoise! |
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andy | 11-16-05 1:38am You sure have been hanging out with Ellen a lot lately. |
spud | Re:, 11-16-05 10:14am yeah i know. i keep trying to hang out with katie, but she's been really busy. so, it's just ellen and i.
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