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| liz (profile) wrote, on 11-17-2005 at 2:21pm | |
| GOWD I hate college. No I hate myself for being such a slacker and not trying at all. I am totally going to have to retake this stupid ass prereq stupid ass algebra class again. why? because I dont try at all and I have put forth no effort and I got a test back today that I got a 36% on. DAMN YOU LIZZY. im so upset with myself I am so so SO much better than that. I am smart. not like yeah liz is smart but like SMART. I should be doing really well in an entry level sort of class like math 110. . I am just really really upset with myself. I don't know If I can dig myself out of this algebraic hole that I am in but by god I am going to try. the teacher gave us this big whole lecture too. he is all talking about how it is his last semester and that if he likes a student he is going to take that into account when he gives them a grade and that policy doesnt matter to him because what is the school going to do? Fire him. nope he doesnt care. so its time for liz to buckle down and start kissing some major teacher ass. or just study and do good on the next test and ace the final because what the fuck liz you are smart and better than an F. so angry with myself. you dont even know the resentment i feel for myself and for being a big old failure at life. god at least ive got ray. where is he anyway. not at school cuz hes just as big of a slacker as I am. he hasnt been to school in like three days. stupid high school boys ill tell ya. to bed. i need to sleep. im going to have some pizza with my ma later. so yeah. i should study instead. hugs and shit |
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bigty623 | 11-17-05 3:30pm hey liz, |
phil-himself | 11-17-05 3:32pm I get 33% on trig tests and I study |