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| freaky (profile) wrote, on 11-30-2005 at 6:03pm | |
| Finnaly got another message from her. She's just saving money from her cell phone cause her parents got rather pissed from that high phone bill. I understand. I miss her alot and I feel like I'm alone again. I am alone, she's with me in my mind but not here when I need to talk to her. I don't blame her, but it just sucks. I really hope time passes fast and I'll get to see her again. Untill that time I gotta keep up in school. They really threw me in the deep. 4 projects at once. I don't think I'm gonna be able to twist this into a happy end. But I'll try. And I even fail at that... At 7 PM I'm gonna visit my mom again in the mental carecenter. Last time they had this shitty karaoke, that sucked. I hope it's just quiet now. Life really stinks. All I did the rest of the day was play World of Warcraft and chat with someone on MSN. Oh yeah, and I skipped school. Eventhough I am 20, where is my mom, where is my dad? I never really had a youth. It was always full of crap. Nothing really ever went good. I guess that's why I do not wanna grow up. I wish I could do it all over again. Or just quit now and be in Heaven. I really really want my life to be fun. I wanna live together with Gaby in a nice place. Where we can have what we want. A new home. |
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| Anonymous | it's dani, 12-06-05 2:30pm hey...i'm just writing to say hi. we should talk more often. i have a new gj...the username is Icing_Addict. you should come.....
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Freaky | Re: it's dani, 12-06-05 5:49pm New journal where? What how when why ??? o.O
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