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teenybeany (profile) wrote,
on 12-12-2005 at 11:49am
Current mood: content
Subject: Dedicated to: almost done
ok LHB, i wil not say forever good bye to my woohu.

but only because of you.

so i go home soon. and i'm so happy to be reunited with my bed. but i don't know if i can handle getting back into the groove of home and then having to come back so quickly. everything just moves too fast. i mean, how can it already be the end of the first semester of college? wasn't it just yesterday i was a dumb little freshman in high school?

the risd has settled in. i like it a lot. i wouldn't rather be anywhere else. this is my home. it's wierd to say that when i'm here. but when i'm not... it feels ok. odd.

it's wierd how i feel here and how i feel at home. i actually do feel like a different person. i feel like i'm in two different skins. at home, i feel like everyone is watching me. but here, i don't give a shit.

it's like.. college is an escape. a place to run away to so you don't have to deal with the stressful things at home like... parents. and its so great that your getaway, your refuge, is a place that you can stay at for so long.

i know when i go home i'm going to want to come back. i already want to come back and i haven't left yet.
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lexish

12-12-05 8:44pm

who is lhb

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