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mieko (profile) wrote,
on 12-14-2005 at 10:41pm
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(In a chat earlier):

HeartSeedOrchird: The only thing beautiful to me is fire :3
HeartSeedOrchird: Light yourself on fire Rebecca.
sedative03: Fuck you. < -- (I was pissed off at him because he was paying a lot more attention to Demetria than me, and I have histrionic tendencies)
HeartSeedOrchird: Ugh.
HeartSeedOrchird: Grow up Rebecca.
HeartSeedOrchird: Tell me when you're not vomitting up hatred.
HeartSeedOrchird has left the room.
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MathIsFun61: Oh Brandon IMed me.
sedative03: Hm? What'd he say?
MathIsFun61: he asked me how long i'm staying online.
MathIsFun61: I'm going to ask what the hel is up with him.
sedative03: Yeah? 'Kay. Tell me what the convo is.
MathIsFun61: Hey back in the chatroom why were you just brushing Rebecca off? Talking down to her kinda. Humm. I dunno.
MathIsFun61: HeartSeedOrchird: I wasn't.
HeartSeedOrchird: I love Rebecca, she knows it.
MathIsFun61: HeartSeedOrchird: She was being sour though, so I left.
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(A while later)

HeartSeedOrchird: I love you.
sedative03: I love you too...
But I think I'm being too bitchy.
You want Demetria, right?
HeartSeedOrchird: Yeah....
HeartSeedOrchird: She's not into me though.
HeartSeedOrchird: -Shrugs-
HeartSeedOrchird: We all have our moody days.
HeartSeedOrchird: I always bitchy D:
HeartSeedOrchird: I don't think I'll go to sleep.
HeartSeedOrchird: I will, but not until like 3.
sedative03: What, so I'm your reserve? Hahaha. Already happened once, but the guy was ugly.
HeartSeedOrchird: Reserve?
HeartSeedOrchird: No...
sedative03: Lmao. That's what you were thinking.
But I meant that.. since "Demetria's not into you", you just kind of.. I don't know. It made sense in my head, but I don't see where the common sense in the idea went.
HeartSeedOrchird: Hmm.
sedative03: Hmm?
We use the term 'love' too loosely.. I'm confused about whether it's the "I really love you" thing or the "I love you in a family kind of way".
________

NOTHING about me at all. SHE had to ask HIM.
And I was being sour, so he left?!

He doesn't give two shits about me enough to ask me why the fuck I'm so bitchy?
And he asks DEMETRIA how long she's gonna stay online. UNFUCKINGBELIEVABLE.
He's the most insensitive ASSHOLE I've ever known!

Whenever he ranted or acted sullen, I'd ask if he was okay.
But obviously, that doesn't seem to matter.

He still hasn't answered.
I don't know why I still care.
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suzume

12-15-05 1:05pm

Guys don't really know sometimes what to do or ask...

They really won't be all that mature really until about 30 years old...With a few exceptions.

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suzume

Re:, 12-15-05 1:05pm

<3 Don't let it get to you, it'll make sense to him someday when he's a grown-up.

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