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rayray (profile) wrote,
on 12-17-2005 at 11:22am
Yeah yeah yeah, it's been awhile since I have updated. But that is because well I spend hardly any time on the computer anymore. I have no use for it. I am content with my life. I'm more than content. The boyfriend and I are doing great. Except he doesn't really know how to handle me when it's that time of the month. But in due time he will. He isn't too happy that I'm getting him something for Christmas. I got part of it today, but I want to give it to him already, either that or keep it for myself. hah. He's such a sweetheart though. We were texting each other while we were at work last night and I said something about how I don't know when I will sleep today or tonight because I'll be at my moms most the day, and he has to work tonight, and I have trouble sleeping if he's not there. And he told me that he'd find a way for me to be with him today so that I can get some sleep and so that he can hold me. It was cute. His cell phone bill was paid late so for like a day or two he couldn't call out, and yesterday he sent me a text saying "my phone needs to get turned back on because im sick of not being able to call you" Anyway.. Yeah. We don't love each other. I started drinking again. Not a good idea. Bad things always happen.

I brought my laundry with me to my moms. 2 over flowing laundry baskets full of dirty clothes. There is like 3 loads just in sweatshirts. Go me!

I miss him already. I'm such a sappy little bitch. Anyway. Time to go tend to my laundry.
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keltoesx

12-17-05 7:36pm

wow...that was such a weird entry. i mean you were talking about how great your boyfriend is and stuff and how cute he is and then out of nowhere youre like "anyway...we dont love eachother. i started drinking again." but yea...i just thought i would point out the oddness of that all. but im glad things are starting to go good for you! its about time!

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rayray

Re:, 12-21-05 3:43pm

hah yeah. things are going great for me. on new years eve it'll be two months.

He says he doesn't love me, but I know that in due time he will or he's just pretending not to right now. Oh well. He told me that I will love my christmas present.

Today I got up early because I had to get so I could get ready to come home for the bennett household christmas, and I slowly got up from the couch so that i didn't wake him up, and I'm in the shower and the door slowly opens and then the shower door flew open and he goes "why'd you have to get up, I was all sleeping good and dreaming about you, and happy, and then all of a sudden i roll over, you're not there.. what the fuck!?" And I was like "sorry?" and he goes "do you not realize I can't sleep if you aren't there. Seriously, we can't leave each other because it's going to be hell for the both of us, now hurry up and get out of the shower so you can play with my hair, make me fall asleep and leave.."

Anyway I have to go..

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