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.j.e.s.s. (profile) wrote,
on 12-27-2005 at 10:49pm
i was loooking at these pictures from last year and i was just even more fully convinced about how i gained weight. i mean, i know i did. a scale doesn't lie right... but oh my gawd. i'm hidious how the hell do you spell that

i swear if i'm away from roman all i feel is fat and ugly

and well other than that..
i wanna go barf.

tootaloo

wait no, i must add more. I know some of you self centered biatches just read that post and were like "score. one more hoe out of the way" or something liek that... i think there are some PEOPLE who get kicks out of when their friends get big ol zits on the ends of their nose or gain 10 pounds for example. .... or wear an ugly shirt.... or have a bad hair day. there are some PEOPLE who just enjoy the fact that they know they look better than their "friend" on that particular day.
it's a constant obscene and fucked up battle for some PEOPLE.

wow.

some people huh?

I hope at least one person understands that. maybe even the person it is semi-directed to out of pure angst and a little bit of self-pity.
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jes

12-27-05 11:02pm

i love you jess

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.j.e.s.s.

Re:, 12-27-05 11:15pm

ditto biatch.

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egotrip

12-28-05 12:48am

With some people, it's always competition with them. I have friends who get pissed at me if I do great in something and they don't. And it's sad. Life shouldn't always have to be a battlefield, especially when that battle is not wanted from one side.

Some people.

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anachronism

12-28-05 10:49am

You're beautiful. Honestly, I think you're one of the prettiest girls I've seen. I'm not just saying that to be nice either.

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jordanmackenzie7

12-28-05 11:44am

I second Stacy's statement. My mom went to Taco Tommy's one night I guess when you were working... and later on she asked me who the pretty girl with the long brown hair was. And I asked if she was bigger or if she was skinnier. She said skinnier, and I knew right away: Jess Wilde... you are gorgeous. And fuck the bitches who think that since they know you have a low self-esteem that they can just get in there and rub it in your face. Don't let them bring you down.

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.j.e.s.s.

12-28-05 12:17pm

wow you guys are far too kind. you guys definetely made me feel better :0) thanks.

and jordan, someone isn't doing that to me right now... i just knew that when a certain someone reads it , they'll secretely be glad inside. so i just had to add it since i am really pissed at that certain someone.

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