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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 1-5-2006 at 7:30pm | |
| Current mood: calm Music: Jimmy Eat World Subject: somethings never should change |
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| my heart feels funny... i just don't know what to do... but i don't know if i really mean that because it's like i know everything is going to be fine and work out, but i'm so scared that it might not... i don't know what would happen if this all fell apart... so much of my time 'wasted' on something that didn't last and so much time in the future that i don't know what to do with... it's so horrible, thinking that my world might crash and burn and i'll have to just pick it up, put some tape on it and move on... i never want to do that... so it just won't happen. it will always be like this... we'll always be in love and we will always work things out... please tell me this won't ever go away... school pisses me off less... i think it's because i'm too tired to notice how horrible it is... the only class that really reminds me of how isolated i am most of the time is my english class... i totally hate that class because i'm not a part of it at all... i don't fit in... i can't get all the thoughts out of my head... i just need to write it all down... i need to get it all out... i want to scream! but hush, hush, because no one wants to hear your bitching you worthless human being who has a dark soul and heart because you don't come crawling back to the ones who take you for granted. i'm so glad dale doesn't hate me. he's such a sweetie. i need to take him out sometime... i need to buy some flowers for the bitch drama queen. and no, it isn't a girl. 'i always believed in futures...' love, amelia! |
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oceanchild | 01-05-06 10:41pm I think it will work out. Honestly. You have something that not a lot of people ever get, and it doesn't go away so easily.
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Namu | 01-06-06 12:51am don't worry baby, everything will be fine. as long as you always want to be with me. we have some hardships coming up here, and I need you to stick with me through them. remember, as long as you always want to be with me, we'll be together, cause I want to be with you FOREVER. I love you hun, Jeremiah |