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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 1-12-2006 at 6:39pm
i just want to be alone. leave me alone for a week or so, i think i'll be okay by then. i'm sorry everyone.

honestly, i am. i just am trying to deal with this. it's fear. it's loneliness. it's selfishness. it's me.

so, just let me crawl into a dark corner for a week or so, so i can feel safe like i do when i've done something wrong and my family comes to check on me and i hide in my closet so they can't find me because i don't want to see them because i feel so horrible. that's how i feel right now.

so i'm going into my dark corner. i hope it will make me feel better and not ruin anyone's life more than i already have.

i'm sorry. i truly am.

so good bye for a while.
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lillypad

01-12-06 9:46pm

NO!
BECAUSE IT'S MY FUCKING FAULT.

we need to get through this.
I love you.
I love you.
I LOVE YOU.

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godessalthena

Re:, 01-12-06 9:51pm

it's not your fault it's mine. don't take my blame.

we'll get through this, i just don't know if i can right now. i'm too weak.
i love you too, forever, my brookelynn.

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lillypad

Re: Re:, 01-12-06 9:54pm

okay.
if it's what you really want, i'll leave you alone.

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godessalthena

Re: Re: Re:, 01-12-06 9:55pm

i'll decide in the morning. i don't know how i'll feel tomorrow. i'm better now...

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lillypad

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 01-12-06 9:56pm

<3

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